Blah to this hot weather

It’s been like 110+ here in my town this past week which also kept me inside. I didn’t go out much and no need to if I don’t need anything.

Today we had a storm and it brought the temp down to the 70′s which was great. It needs to storm more often LOL. I was going to go somewhere tonight but changed my mind. School starts back up soon and I need to save my money for school stuff. I don’t know how I’m gonna do it, but going to try my best. 

I started dating a guy from Florida that I use to like back when I was a teen. We hang out and whatnot back then. I can’t wait until he comes here to see me. It feels good knowing someone wants to be with you.;) We’ll see how that plays out. I never get my hopes up anymore, not worth the pain. Just go with the flow.

 

My bff came to see me

My bff Misty came to see me this weekend. She drove 10+ hours to only stay one day. I haven’t seen her in 7 years. I had fun and wish she lived here. I miss my real friends. There will never be nothing like a real friend. No matter how many people you meet in the years to come, nothing compare to a friend from the old days.

We had a double wedding, we’ve had kids 20 days apart and so much more fun over the years we had together. I’m going to miss her.

I hope to go take a trip to visit her. I have a few more bff’s but none like her. It’s so depressing for me to think about her being gone. I am lonely here in KY. Wish I had my real friends around.

I’m gonna miss her and I hope it don’t take another 7 yrs to see her again.

Summer time

I keep forgetting about writing a blog post. Sometimes I just don’t know what to write here or at Jaxon’s blog either.

The kids have been out of school for 2 weeks now. I was looking forward to sleeping in, but that hasn’t happened yet. The sun comes up at 5am, Jordan gets up around 6-6:30am. So no, I don’t get to sleep in. I sometimes make them lay back down and I will too and sleep off and on because they bitch and fight in the room.

One of my bff’s is coming next weekend. I’m so excited. I haven’t seen her in sometime. Maybe like 7 years? Then a few weeks after that one of my other bff’s is coming to see me. I  can’t wait to see her either..

Nothing has been going on here really.

On Friday I was put to sleep to get my tooth cut out. It’s doing better but there is a knot that kind of sticks out on my cheek. I’m taking meds to help it get better faster.

 

Broken

Last weekend Jaxon broke the screen on my laptop. I had it in my room on my little stand and he came in and pushed it over. I walked in my room and noticed it, but walked out because I had a feeling that it was broke. Sure enough it was. I cam back in my room later that day and saw it. The screen is bleeding. I’ve already replaced the screen once on this laptop and another screen on my old laptop which I have no idea where it is lol. But the old one don’t work anyways.

So I haven’t been on the computer but 2 times since he broke my laptop. I have a new desktop that I bought for the kids to use, but for me to use also whenever I wanted. I haven’t missed being on the computer one bit! Some how I’m enjoying this break I’m taking from me. 

I use Facebook daily on my cell and other sites I visit too. I play these games on FB but haven’t felt bad about not playing them lately. I ask myself if I should block Farmville? I haven’t played it in over a few weeks. Been thinking about it :p

Anyways, all is great at my house. I’ve been cleaning all day and still have a few things to finish. The kids go back to school tomorrow and I’m so happy. Some peace at last!!! LOL

Beautiful!

My beautiful daughter Destiny and her boyfriend going to his ball!!

Good Friday

The kids don’t have school tomorrow and Spring break starts next Monday. I’m gonna love to sleep in some, but I’m not gonna love the break LOL.

I get my new couch tomorrow. I’ve been waiting on it. I got 2 new chairs yesterday and a super nice dresser.

Not to much more to say. I’m gonna lay back and watch “The first 48 hours” on Netflix.

The movie “Cyber bully”

I’ve seen it before but watched it again tonight. I can relate in so many ways. I was bullied online and offline. I can say I’ve done my share of it online too. But now I’m older and wouldn’t do anything like that. I wasn’t done like the girl on the show. Because back in my teen yrs there was no internet like there is now. I remember my mother having a computer and it was a black green with green writing.

When I was 18, I started using the internet everyday. I use to LOVE using “Pow wow” and some people may have never heard of it. Also ICQ was a big hit back then as well. I use to get online with my brothers ex-wife and chit-chat. I use to make my own websites and graphics, which were crappy. I am almost 34 and been online all these yrs. There have been some times where I wasn’t because I didn’t have a computer or couldn’t afford the internet.

I could STILL live without the internet, but I choose not to. lol

Anyways, I want my kids to watch that movie. I want them to understand being a bully in not cool. My daughter Vanity was bullied by this girl who bullied all the kids where I lived. She had to move. Why? Because everyone was going to the landlord and telling her how her daughter was bullying all the kids and the mother never did anything about it. Some kids may bully other kids because they’re not happy with their life. Maybe someone is picking on them, maybe they’re depressed. I sometimes see Vanity bullying on her brother and sister. I’m not sure she knows that she’s doing it. I just think she thinks that she’s older and can be the boss. Which I’ve told her she’s not and she can’t do the stuff she does.

It’s so hard being a single mother of 4 kids. I do it all alone. I am the father and mother here. Some people just do not know what that’s like and what our life is like.

Anyhow, it’s my bed time.. Good night